Thursday, June 17, 2010

June 17, 2007...3 years ago

"Sitting on the plane, preparing to take off to Pittsburgh...the place I was born and where I'm returning to find my heart...
How strange life is that essentially I've come full circle in my life so far.

As I was getting ready this morning, thoughts of the last 2 1/2 months have flooded my mind--how quickly time has passed and how strong my feelings have grown to be.  Almost surreal.  I said to my friend this morning, "I feel like my life is a movie. Only the best part is--it's real!"  ...the progression of our communicating to falling in love to today --the moment when we meet in person and everything comes together to prepare for our future together.

I woke before my alarm had gone off and laid in bed thinking about G and all of the pieces that make up him...I love learning about him and love him more and more everyday.  He so completely "gets" me and accepts me --just as I am.  The moments that I worry the most about when he WON'T want me are the moments he probably loves me MORE because he's the only one who gets to see it.

I have feelings right now of complete overwhelming love and amazing emotion.  I can't wait to see him and finally be able to put my arms around him and be able to actually say the words, "I love you."

This morning he left a comment on my myspace saying finally the moment was here.  I went on to get ready and make sure I was packed up.  I went back to the computer right before I was leaving for the airport to leave him a comment... I clicked on his page and the song playing was Clay Walker's "I'd Love to be Your Last".  I was so touched, of course, I started sobbing...I couldn't even think of what I wanted to say so I decided I would send something from my blackberry at the airport. 

I recognize how HUGE him putting that on there was --anyone going to his page KNOWS it's not his kind of music and he's proclaiming publicly a lot of feeling.  I love it!  I love the song, I love the gesture and I so love him!  I ended up sending, "I'm sitting on a plane to come see you...Yay! You are my last..."

June 17, 2007



  1. Happy Anniversay! Love that pic of ya'll!! You are so pretty girl! Makes me want blonde chunks again but can't have them until chemo meds are done :0(

    Hope you have a great one chicka and you ge to spend it with your girl in your belly YAY


  2. LOVE IT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!